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Weird Things

Here is a list of Weird Things I have noticed about Berlin/Myself

1. I was able to communicate fully in German to my pizza delivery person
2. pizzas are delivered on bikes
3. I am in love again

4. I cried in a bar last night
5. I nod at bartenders
6. I am not a girl

7. I am not a boy
8. I am a me???? whatever the fuck that is
9. I am more comfortable swearing

10. I am producing a musical hopefully
11. I record things in different new ways
12. I can develop my own film

13. It is cold !
14. I got hailed on today. In September
15. My room is a little oasis
16. I like people to come into my oasis
17. I have become more comfortable in my skin but scared at the same time????
18. I have become super involved
19. Living off campus is the best

20. Doing grafitti makes me feel more alive

21. I care less about spelling
22. I care more about saying thank you
23. Whenever I ask new people if I can sit with them during lunch they always say yes
24. I take secret baths in the upstairs bathroom of my college library

25. My college library used to be a us embassy
26. I don't have any hangnails
27. I miss my sister's laugh

28. All the things I have done before were the right choices because they brought me here
29. I feel like a bruised potato sometimes
30. Spotify is great
31. I can count in German

32. I have found the courage to correct most people's pronouns
33. I spray painted my bike pink
34. Tomorrow I am going on a cemetery for a school field trip



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